​trying 2 b happy

[Chorus]
I'm trying to be happy but shit isn't getting through
It isn't helping that I'm listening to mxmtoon
If being happy was a competition, I would be last
'Cause my emotions kick my ass

[Verse 1]
Can't even fake a smile
I guess emotions last a while, or so I've heard
I'm not the emotioning type
That doesn't mean that it isn't right
I just need to stay bright

[Pre-Chorus]
How can I do that when I feel like crap?
How can I do that when I can't turn back?
Oh-oh, oh-oh

[Chorus]
I'm trying to be happy but shit isn't getting through
It isn't helping that I'm listening to mxmtoon
If being happy was a competition, I would be last
'Cause my emotions kick my ass

[Verse 2]
Even my comfort shows don't do much
And I have shit to do that I can't put off as such
Trying to be happy, but this world's a lot
But I can't be sad without getting caught
So I just won't talk

[Pre-Chorus]
How can I do that when I need to say?
How can I do that when I can't find my way?
Oh-oh, oh-oh

[Chorus]
I'm trying to bе happy but shit isn't getting through
It isn't helping that I'm listening to mxmtoon
If bеing happy was a competition, I would be last
'Cause my emotions kick my ass

[Bridge]
It feels like everyone wants to know
But the thing is I don't have nothing to show
I can try, though

[Chorus]
I'm trying to be happy but shit isn't getting through
It isn't helping that I'm listening to mxmtoon
If being happy was a competition, I would be last
'Cause my emotions kick my ass