Recently I
It's been a difficult journey
I ain't even going to lie to you
Gets hard when I'm doubting you
Why the first step so hard
When I know I'll be proud of you
You was my light in the dark
Whenever I cannot focus
I reminisce that spark
I ain't even going to lie to you
Gets hard when I'm doubting you
Why the first step so hard
When I know I'll be proud of you
You was my light in the dark
Whenever I cannot focus
I reminisce that spark
Promise me you will not go
Promise you will not depart
Baby you don't got to worry
Because I will not let go that's unlikely
Nothing can pit us apart
Niggas be talking like Mikael
Changed but I've been like this
From the start
Dislike radiating from your spot
You just don't like the ambition
You see that's pumping out my heart
That means I got this shit all
In my blood
Diamonds too wet
They creating a flood
First time we met each other
I was player you saw me
Like I was a stud
Kind words how you spoil a nigga
Who brought this shit up from the mud
Speak your story takes a full body
Who has felt my pain
I bet nobody
Getting paid this a whole hobby
Fuck the wraith bought a new Audi
Tuck the pain and I go at it
Fuck losses I'm a win addict
Fuck tells I'm alone at it
And fuck doubt I'm a trust addict but
Recently I
It's been a difficult journey
I ain't even going to lie to you
Gets hard when I'm doubting you
Why the first step so hard
When I know I'll be proud of you
You was my light in the dark
Whenever I cannot focus
I reminisce that spark
I ain't even going to lie to you
Gets hard when I'm doubting you
Why the first step so hard
When I know I'll be proud of you
You was my light in the dark
Whenever I cannot focus
I reminisce that spark
Reminiscing that shit is getting
Harder as we go
Left me lonely with the only hope
Kicked out the door
Brought it out the mud
All on my own
Built this up with blood
Protect it like I'm armor
That mean the piece you wearing
On your body when you go to war
God said that he cannot
Do it for me
He just open the door
Don't got to prove shit
To nobody
Just get your family in order