Siren Seas

I set my heart to the sea
To find where lovers meet

Let my sail guide me to warmth
Let my real adventure be born
The waves rock my soul sea sick
My focus remains determined

The journey to find something true
A soul searching conquest for something new
I am wound in my ways
Let me feed into the pain
Of something that never was and should not be
She arose from the nightmare she created
Her past is faded

I crept inside
For I thought she was mine
History repeats itself in the way she chose to lie
But it's fine

I am continuously torn for her
I am pretending I was born for her

Sifting through borrowed hope

I wish we were perfect for each other
Every thought I have are reflection of her

With every exception
The hole gets deeper
With every moment
Rage becomes demeanor
I let her
Rip me apart
Over and over
As I did her

I set my heart to the sea
To find where lovers meet

Let my sail guide me to warmth
Let my real adventure be born
The waves rock my soul sea sick
My focus remains determined