Constant Contradiction

Don't ask me anymore
How I got to knock the door,
Wouldn't be able to understand.

I would die to give it up,
But I feel I can't go back.
I am walking that red thin line.

Sometimes I feel I'm not alright,
Sometimes I think that is not bad.
Never reach a final thought.

Sometimes I say what is quite true
Without speaking I lie to you.
Constant contradiction.

Live and dream, laugh and scream,
Now I couldn't be with you.
I feel high, I go down,
I only wanna be happy.

Don't wanna be the place you are,
But I know that I can't walk.
Without you, yeah, I can't walk.

Being lonely wanna love you.
Being lonely I'd kill to love you.
Beside you get on the run.

Sometimes I feel … (chorus).

I hear a voice far away in my heart,
Never gets tired of repeating:
"Come back to me, tonite I'm gonna make you live".