Ruin

[Verse 1]
I've been thinking 'bout skipping this town
Because I'm someone you don't need around
And I know it feels like love right now
But eventually I'll just let you down
Trouble follows me down every lane
Self-sabotage is my middle name
I'm a bonafide shit hurricane
And I'm terrified that I'll never change

[Pre-Chorus]
When the truth is I'm scared
You're all I wanted

[Chorus]
I've lost so many people in my life it's fucked with my head
I go and start a fight so I can lose it again
Oh why, oh why am I so terrified of letting you in?
You're thе one thing in my life
I don't want to ruin
I don't want to ruin

[Verse 2]
I've crossеd the line about a hundred times
I sober up then apologise
But these demons here, they're here for life
You're too beautiful, don't waste your time

[Pre-Chorus]
Because the truth is I'm scared
You're all I wanted

[Chorus]
I've lost so many people in my life it's fucked with my head
I go and start a fight so I can lose it again
Oh why, oh why am I so terrified of letting you in?
You're the one thing in my life
I don't want to ruin
I don't want to ruin
I don't want to ruin
I don't want to ruin

[Bridge]
Step one I was freaking out
Step two feeling better now
Step three if you stick around
I promise I'll never let you down
Step one I was freaking out
Step two feeling better now
Step three if you stick around
I promise I'll never let you down

[Chorus]
I've lost so many people in my life it's fucked with my head
I go and start a fight so I can lose it again
Oh why, oh why am I so terrified of letting you in?
You're the one thing in my life
I don't want to ruin
I don't want to ruin
I don't want to ruin
I don't want to ruin

[Outro]
Step one I was freaking out (I don't want to ruin)
Step two feeling better now (I don't want to ruin)
Step three if you stick around (I don't want to ruin)
I promise I'll never let you down
Step one I was freaking out
Step two feeling better now
Step three if you stick around
I promise I'll never let you down