sanity

Took time out
Time for myself
Blankly staring in the mirror
Not recognizing the figure
No one said it'd be easy
They never said it'd be this hard
I'm falling apart
Lost in my head
You can't tell me
You really understand
You can look in my eyes
And see that I'm not okay
Even when I'm dying inside
I won't scream for help
There's somethings
Somethings, I'll never say, say, say
No I won't say, say, say
Hope it all goes away, way, way
That I'll, I'll never say I'm not fine
Even if I stayed up all night
I can't help it when I overthink
Anxiety all in me
And it happens every time
I just wanna let go
Take back all my control
Blank stares, I'm not there
You just see what you wanna see
They think it's all a game
Until I get carried away
I'm falling apart
Lost in my head
You can't tell me
You really understand
You can look in my eyes
And see that I'm not okay
Even when I'm dying inside
I won't scream for help
There's somethings
Somethings, I'll never say, say, say
No, I won't
I won't
I won't