What You Mean To Me

This is new, I am not used to happy love
When did choice play a part of
What I am free of?
I have all of the above in my mind below
I will paint your portrait though
When we're moving slow

I'm a foreigner to everything that you are
You're a foreigner to everything in my heart
I've thought all about the times
When I had to leave
Because I couldn't understand what
You mean to me
And no, I never understand how I'm feeling

You are right, but not tonight
Counting down, I feel contrived
On the behalf of every love
That I ever have dreamed of

I don't know how to read books anymore
I cling not to what I am
But what I was before
I'm avoiding all the thought that
We have to bleed
Because I never wanna lose what
You mean to me
No, I never wanna lose how I'm feeling

You are right but not tonight
Counting down I feel contrived
On the behalf of every love

Advance my heart, this is all a phase
I can react to this for days
Think me dry, do I think at all?
I feel love or I feel small
Advance my heart, this is all a phase
Oh, I can react to this for days
Think me dry, do I think at all?
I feel love or I feel small

You are right, but not tonight
Counting down, I feel contrived
On the behalf of every love
That I ever have dreamed of
That I ever have dreamed of

I feel love or I feel small