I Guess I Do Not Matter to Her

I got the word today that she's engaged
It gets me enraged
All of them nine years wasted
Page after page
Affair after affair
My lust for her seems to go nowhere

I've lost count of how many dates she's had
Now she has met him
It is bad
He is not the one
I want him gone
She thought my rabbit was my girlfriend
You do not have to pretend
That i love you
Because it is true

Three summers
Like i actually care
I can see you
I know what you do
You never love men
You just hurt them
Again and again
Especially me

Can you feel it
Can you feel what you have have done to me taylor
Do you care
Have you noticed

I've lost count of how many dates she's had
Now she has met him
It is bad
He is not the one
I want him gone
She thought my rabbit was my girlfriend
You do not have to pretend
That i love you
Because it is true

Please talk taylor
Please say something
Say it to my face
Not over the internet
I want to be able to forget
How ill you made me
Through you're dating
And my lustful obsession over you

I've lost count of how many dates she's had
Now she has met him
It is bad
He is not the one
I want him gone
She thought my rabbit was my girlfriend
You do not have to pretend
That i love you
Because it is true

You are the source of my past insanity
It is you're vanity that makes me sad
If only you could see what you could have