Abacus

[Hook]
Counting cans like abacus just to get that pack of cigarettes
And I'm so tired, bad habits acquired
One day admired by many, lost today, vision plenty, surely they will make me move forward

[Verse]
Move forward, move forward
It's time to think about the times ahead
Maybe I will meet someone, not just under this sun
Friend of a man who didn't need a gun, I run in reverse
Entrapped in this curse
I don't like mirrors, they don't show what's real
I don't like mirrors, they don't show what's real
I would kill to feel like I used to feel
Come fucking try me
Parking lot where you find me
Do not deny me this pleasure
The moment we could share is the real treasure
Give in into the pressure, no pressure

[Hook]
Counting cans like abacus just to get that pack of cigarettes
And I'm so tired, bad habits acquired
One day admired by many, lost today, vision plenty, surely they will make me move forward