it was a joke

I'm sitting in a room
Of people I don't know
It's the first day of school
I feel all alone
I dated you for nine months
We broke up on the phone
It's crazy how experience
Can turn into a memory
Everything you ever said
Every time you held me
Gone in an instant
Did you really need to tell me
I remember last December
Couldn't have been better
I took you to a party
In this freezing Texas weather
You killed me off in mafia
Thought that you would trust me better
I remember in my living room
You were playing on the couch
I was watching on the tv
Ready to write my vows
I was holding you like tomorrow wouldn't come
And you left me out
It's crazy how experience
Can turn into a memory
Everything you ever said
Every time you held me
Gone in an instant
Did you ever have to tell me