Self Reflections

Back to the grind
Back to my life
Back to the day with no worries in mind
Back to my slimes
They all had my back on this ride
Grateful for y'all
Thankful that I'm
Getting back to myself after all this time
Putting my mistakes on the shelf so that I can rise
Better believe me when I say I'll shine
Tryna get back to the me that I like
Tryna get back to the me that's sublime
It's so exhausting day and night
To act like everything is just fine
To act like everything's good but I'm lyin'
Might be getting better promise I'm trying
Matter fact that's why I'm writing these lines
Working on myself with lyrics and rhymes
Working on myself to become a better guy
Always comparing life like side by side
Who do I wanna be I can't decide
I wanna get back to the life that is mine
Treading right along that narrow fine line
Between the climb and the ultimate decline
Gets better with age they say, leave it behind
They say growing up is so divine
Like a fine aged wine
Formed from the grape vine
I feel myself, in a cage confined
Tryna be the hero, no cape to fly
Turned out to be a zero, wanna escape my mind
Can't wait until the day when I reach my prime
But for right now I'm committing a crime
Kill this beat, why not, it's the way I'm designed
On the attack, talk smack, don't lack
Stack plaques, spitting fax, on this track, relax
Get smacked as I come for your back, no cap
Y'all wack, I'm sharp like a tack, got my boys like jack
Hat, I snap back to go mack this mad rap
Click clack, better get the body bag, throw the frag
Cooking in the lab, but it's not crab, watch that
I don't like chit chat, don't get mad
When I put the pen to pad, they be like oh snap
Oh woah
Gotta change the flow though
Not doing this for show bro
But it would be pretty cool to go pro
Right now I make little to no dough
But one thing that is no joke
I'm not some average joe, so
I'm doing it anyway, let's go

Yeah, okay
Go back to the old days (Go back)
Yeah, okay
Not stuck in my old ways (No more)

Liar liar, pants on fire
I leave it all on the wire
They desire but misfire
I get wiser, I climb higher
They conspire their entire
Plan to be my one divider
From my goal but I'm a fighter
That's why I thank all my riders
Had a girl but I mistimed her
I'm no longer there beside her
Learned that these days will get brighter
It was dire but it got lighter
Sometimes I feel like a driver
Cruise the highway with flat tires
Can't see and no working wipers
Tried to sell the car but there's no buyers
Things used to be so easy
Foggy vision can't see clearly
I really hope sincerely
I'm not leaving 'cause I need me
Hope I don't enter the dark place again
We hit those points where we fall in our heads
I look around at all these true friends
Find you some ones that ball 'til the end
Ay, hone in all your senses
Clean up all your messes
Yes I address this
Pen sent message
To who else is sitting on the benches
Time never refreshes
It only progresses
Focus on the premise
Be relentless with a vengeance
Nonetheless it will get tense
But the essence is the lesson
I confess myself in expressive writing sessions
It's not about possessions or making impressions
It's about the intention to better yourself with
Some self-reflections
It's time for redemption
It's time for redemption
It's time for redemption
It's time for redemption