Wasted
Do you feel this hatred
In your veins
Cause I pity the man who pushes me
Over the edge
Another day, same shit
I'm fucking over it
The most complex of minds can't even describe
I'm not a savior I'm a thief just caught in a lie
I don't deserve the praise that I don't receive
So I abuse my vice like you wouldn't believe
Alone in a room for days
It gets harder and harder to breath
I'm choking
On all my wasted days
It doesn't get better
It never gets better
I'll never get better
Never
Wasted
Wasted
Wasted
Wasted
Wasted
Wasted life
Words mean nothing
When you can't accept them
And all you understand
Are the ones inside your head
They drill it in my fucking brain saying
"Pull the fucking trigger"
You're no friend of mine I could never describe
Stuck in a fucking loop and I just wanna know why
I don't deserve the praise that I don't receive
So I abuse my vice like you wouldn't believe
Alone in my head for days
It gets harder and harder to breath
I'm choking
On all my wasted days
So alone
So wasted
I compensate for all this hate
With a smile burned on my lips