Never Mine, Never Yours

When you finish with severing my head, sever my hands
Wasting moments desperately on sycophantic breath
Does it please you to be just like you?
And when you’re gone my tendencies are worthless to the core
Staring so blankly
Wouldn't notice if I sank right through the floors
And it happens again and again and again and again and again

Every hole in my clothes
Every hole in my skin
Drawing up a curtain
Whats a life? Never sure
Whats to be afraid of?
Not much to decay from
Plague will still portray us
Never fine, never pure
Could still go lower
Learning I can loathe your disruption to my boredom
Never thrive, never cured
Devoted to corroding every word I’ve spoken
Stew in what was stolen
Never mine, never yours

I'm not dead but it always feels like the same thing
Unraveled completely
I feel I'm not a lot like me
I wish i felt secure in being you
And be with you, just you