The Hard Way (feat. Nomad November & Yung Naik)

Everybody wanted me to be the best
I just chose a different path and now they all digress
I find myself not being happy but a happy mess
I'm creating for the people not the cameras
Fantasizing in the studio like we're up next
Giving it every single minute tryna fight stress
Its kinda funny how I'm home but i feel a guest
Shit if it wasn't for my homies I'll be a fucking blessed

Blame me for taking the hard way
The one that i chose is the cross that i carry
And i'll carry it with pride
Yeah, i'll carry it with pride
Don't mind the weight on my shoulders
As long as i know that the fighting ain't over
And i'll break my bones but it's worth it
Yeah, i'll break my bones but it's worth it

Looking back to yesterday
It feels like we were always late
We tryna taste the same buffet
But now its different and the food we got's gone outta date

I've been working, i've been listening, i've been choosing
That's the difference i've been reading i'm improving
My decisions getting better this shit's moving
Need a reason, got the vision, i've been doing

I saw me just doing what i hated most
Now i learnt to judge but i can't kill the ghost
What if it's the truth i hate not what i chose
What if my decisions make me known from coast to coast

That's the reason i don't take it no more
Took it once took it fully i'm not craving for gold
For the gun on my head with the shape of a clock
Asking myself how i got in this wormhole

Blame me for taking the hard way
The one that i chose is the cross that i carry
And i'll carry it with pride
Yeah, i'll carry it with pride
Don't mind the weight on my shoulders
As long as i know that the fighting ain't over
And i'll break my bones but it's worth it
Yeah, i'll break my bones but it's worth it