TERMINAL LOVE

Aah
Cheap camaraderie and fake skin
All that I know is our trust is breaking
Unfulfilled and complacent
I vowed to keep us close
But we aren't adjacent

As before, I'm torn
Loss of this control

You could say you were surprised
I can't redeem the look inside your eyes
You broke our chains and I can't fly
It's terminal love
And you keep me up

I look upon the shooting stars
I don't know where you are
If I could find a way
To be back where we were
So I can feel whole again

I pry a place, direct my part with haste
Create more problems here, just to stay-ay

Lost in this place
Of a broken mirror
I try to shy away
But you reappear

You could say you were surprised
I can't redeem the look inside your eyes
You broke our chains and I can't fly
It's terminal love
And you keep me up

I still hear echoes of the conversations
Impatient to feel a trace of our past relations
I wish I could feel elated
I wish I could sedate myself
Rewind every memory to a point, that I hate myself
It is life if I love you, but degrade myself
I'm terminally in love, but I'm estranged to myself

You could say you were surprised
I can't redeem the look inside your eyes
You broke our chains and I can fly

It's terminal love
And you keep me up
And you keep me up
And you keep me up

And you keep me up
Cause it's terminal love
And you keep me up
And you keep me up

It's terminal love
And you keep me up