Sober

I don't want to be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don't want to be that call at 4 o'clock in the
morning
'cause I'm the only one you know in the world that
won't be home

Ahh, the sun is blinding
I stayed up again
Oh, I'm finding
That's not the way I want my story to end

I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me
Why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside, you're like protection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I don't want to be the girl who has to fill the
silence
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
I don't remember, save your breath
'cause what's the use?

Ahh, the night is calling
And it whispers to me softly, "you're to blame"
I hear you falling
And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame

I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me
Why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside, you're like perfection
So how do I feel this good sober?

Coming down coming down coming down,
Spinning round spinning round spinning round
Looking for myself, sober
Coming down coming down coming down,
Spinning round spinning round spinning round
Looking for myself, sober

When it's good, then it's good
It's all good 'till it goes bad
'till you're trying to find the you that you once had
I've hurt myself, cried, never again
Broken down in agony
Just trying to find a friend
Oh