Monster (Acoustic)

[Intro:]
Say it to my face, like a doctor
Tell me I’m sick, I’m a monster
But I know it all and I can’t stop
I’m a monster, I’m a monster
Light another building on fire
Violence is my only desire
Cause I know it all and I can’t stop
I’m a monster, I’m a monster

[Verse 1:]
3am, in a room full of smoke
My entire life feels like a joke
If I smoke one more I might choke
Staring at my heart that you broke
Telling me that you miss me, you hug me
You kiss me, you piss me off
Suddenly it hits me, the bits of the past
In the pits of my brain, I dismiss them all
Cause I miss them all
Evеry single person on the planеt is a stranger
When I close my eyes I feel in danger, endangered
Now I write in minor, not in major
Cause ever since you left - it’s in my nature
I feel stranger than before I even met you
Lit a match and didn’t even mention
Your name in a conversation
That I hear in my imagination
Gotta pull myself out of desperation
Change the station

[Chorus:]
Close my eyes, but I still can’t sleep
Cause I’m in too deep, yeah, I’m in too deep
Breaking something that I should keep
Tell me I’m fucked up, tell me I’m a creep
Maybe one day I’ll be at ease
I will find my peace, but baby, please
Don’t look at me when I’m like this
I don’t want your tears, I don’t need you here

[Verse 2:]
Dirt on my clothes, blood in my nose
I was too cold, so eventually froze
Frozen in time, stuck in my line
I’d say it’s bad, but it’s never been fine
Losing my mind, I realize
The only enemy I had was me the whole time
Sleeping inside, I think it’s alright
When you’re fighting yourself – it’s a deadly fight
I don’t wanna know you, love you
Show you support, cause I have you
Hanging so low, I’m above you
I’ll do it solo, get rid of you
You haven’t seen me, have you?
Have you, have you
Felt so hurt that it hurts no more
Have you ever felt it in your core?
I have never felt that way before
It’s an itch that you simply can’t ignore

[Chorus:]
Close my eyes, but I still can’t sleep
Cause I’m in too deep, yeah, I’m in too deep
Breaking something that I should keep
Tell me I’m fucked up, tell me I’m a creep
Maybe one day I’ll be at ease
I will find my peace, but baby, please
Don’t look at me when I’m like this
I don’t want your tears, I don’t need you here

[Outro:]
(Please don't let me destroy myself entirely)