Not Ya Type
[Verse:]
Too much voices in my head, more than the devil and the angel
Been tryna prove I know what I'm doin', but the backlash is so painful
Got me doubtin' my very existence, but I still remain hopeful
Hopeful that'll work itself in the end, cause I'm startin' to feel unstable
And its not just family drama shit, my attraction to certain girls always seems to end in my downfall
No matter the promises that say it will be different, I still end up bein' thrown into a wall
And even though I'm movin' on, just tryna start over from the last phone call
Alot niggas eventually get back in the game, But mе, I rather just withdrawal
Withdrawal from the repеated shit, certified lover boy, that shit is somethin' I could live for
But that dream seems so farfetched, and yet that makes me want it even more
I don't know why I don't learn my lessons, the signs made it so premature
I'm not ya type of nigga that can just let go, there's only so much I can endure
I'm not ya type of nigga, that can stay as a best friend, and not be insecure
I got an empire state of mind, so I'm just tryna leave behind my signature