Purgatory \\ Garbage River

[Verse 1: Exit7life]
I close my eyes again
Hoping that this nightmare will end
Shove a blade deep in my vein
Bleed out and fade to gray
I close my eyes again
Hoping that this nightmare will end
Shove a blade deep in my vein
Bleed out and fade to gray

[Verse 2: nept96]
Everything I say is real so take it how you will
My feelings real, the last cure that of the pill
Feed on my brain, I am inevitably ill
Talking feels like a forever inclined hill
I might pop a perc to take the pain away
I’ve been smoking weed at my desk to numb my brain away
Waking up is like pulling teeth, another treacherous day
Wake up, and I bake up to persеvere through the day
Told mе I’m the only one she will always care about
Though I’m clouded by a sense of non-unreasonable doubt
Am I really the only one
Or are you just playing me for fun