Awakening

What am I s'posed to do
What am I s'posed to do
What am I s'posed to say
How can I ever be saved
And how could you ever relate
You've never been away
Never been afraid
Never asked
Will I make the day
Will today be saved
Will I make it to 50
Try put me in a cage
Fight it everyday
Might as well pack the .50
Please I don't need your pity
Made it out of the city
Sun shines here no kidding
Shoes shine like I'm Kitty

Rolling up they call me that heathen
But I'm alive I'm alive
I know I haven't got it right
But thank God for the life
They pull a gun in a fight
Haven't died haven't died
If I go I hope you don't believe them
Cause I'll die for the light
Ride ride for the light
I ain't made to deny that
This the life don't cry
This ride is never mine
(Keep it silent keep it silent here)

Swim in my wish
The lake of my needs
All that I could see
Was the lady of my dreams
Save me I beseech thee
How could I ever see it like that
Yet you saved me like that
Yet you lift me off my back
There's nothing like this
Nothing like this
Never leave, know that I need you
Never leave, know that I love you so damn much