Behind These Masks
Pain. It’s all I know how to feel. You can say it’s fake but I know it’s real. Sorrow. I just want to sleep and cry. I just wanna fade away into the night. These are the things I hide underneath. Mentality is falling apart. I smile and grit my teeth. But inside I’m being hunted by the dark. Because I’m tired of getting up just to get pushed back down. Been going on like this for too long now. Time to break it loose like a bad habit. Although how it happens. Might be problematic. Might be tragic. But at least I no longer have my emotions in between lines of static. So before you call this a phase. This a thing. That effects me. Daily. If you wanna be negative then hit the door and don’t let it hit you on the way out
Behind these masks we wear. We share. All emotions and all feelings. Behind these masks we fight. The war on depression and anxiety. By shutting out society. And using a variety. Of different coping therapies. So next time you decided to ask. Just know this is what happens behind these masks
Support systems. You should get them. Blasting music and gameplay. But you should stay away. Because they’ll say. You can use alcohol and drugs but that’s the gateway. But there is another way. Food, music, and video games. Because I can go from popular to social outcast. I can go from looking good to looking like trash. Come on this is an issue that deserves focus. This is an issue that leaves us hopeless. This is an issue that can’t be healed by ibuprofen. That’s why young kids die. From suicide. Because no asked cared as to why. This is an issue to tackle. Now the pain is starting to unravel. Like a birthday present or bingo hall raffle. It leaves me baffled. But I’m done speaking because you stay asleep on the woke. Dear god, here comes another soul
Behind these masks we wear. We share. All emotions and all feelings. Behind these masks we fight. The war on depression and anxiety. By shutting out society. And using a variety. Of different coping therapies. So next time you decided to ask. Just know this is what happens behind these masks