DICE ROLL (not finished)

Ummm so do you know nick?
Roll the dice but nothing hitting yet
My biggest fear and worst regret
Is that I'm wasting my time with my passions tryin to appease my feelings
My head space reeling
Endless cycle that I could tell you how to break but I'm trapped in um
Damn I'm lying to myself if I say that I'm tapped in
But glass half full call it manifestation
Feel like all this smoke in the air made me complacent
Made this art but can't set the stage I
Do everything half way ah
Stuck in the haze
Fly over your grave
I want peace for you always
You know all my secrets now
I gotta do this for you
Only way to get out of my room is to cook up in the stu
Made sure she was happy
Now I'm stuck not knowing if I can make it through
Enough pressure something gottta break
If not now than later
Enough rust on the razor blades
Save some statements for the morning paper
Big dawg pass another paper
Imma sucker for approval
And I always have a guard up
I talk to much "Nick never shut the fuck up"
So i wait till I have mic and can leave them all dumb struck please
You're not listening
(look)
If I spoke it then I meant it
So many texts written but never sent
This shit is meant to be
Feel the flow from the willow tree
I'm the motherfucker in the city shoulders
And there ain't no one who can touch this pen
Put it down it pick me up again
Flip the scripture till the passages making sense
This beat flip heaven sent
I've told you mother fuckers not listening
Bout a billion times
Fuck it we all knew you would all flip
Said I couldn't read right now I'm spitting shit they can't comprehend
Lemon marang in the air
You know what that mean
We take this shit way back like stone hinge
The flow too sick
Couple shots no EpiPen
My weapons ready whenever the shit gets to hittin fans
Bitch hit me whenever I ain't got no plans
I don't give a fuck if you got a mans
(Hit me up)
(Hit me up)