Too Soon To Take the Lamb

Gone with the wind, my soul, my spirit
My fear of God vanquished when I saw neither side is winning
We all just spinning in place
Big rocket space
So I just stay in my lane, do what I can and take blunts to the face
Tears stream down when my thoughts catch up
Thinkin bout lost homies, wonderin' if he still knew me
Know that he's gone, I hope he can see through me, and know that he's loved
We didn't talk for some years, then the news hit my ears
And I feel like I give myself to bring you right back here, true

From preschool to summer camp
Your little brother is the man
Watch you walk the stage when we graduated
Yes I clap my hands
I just wish that we stay friends
But now I won't get the chance
Walk through the woods just explorin' with no fuckin' plans
Never really talked in school
I'd see you and say what it do
But you was doin' your thing, I was doin mine in cool
Just know when your presence left it hit me
I'm just ridin' through the city wishin' you could be with me
Now I just gotta put on till infinity, God
God

Yeah, yeah, yeah

From preschool to summer camp
Your little brother is the man
Watch you walk the stage when we graduated
Yes I clap my hands

Out of my mind, at my wit's end
Fuck it up in the bull pit
Dealin' with the real shit
You hit in the big leagues I'm drownin' in past lives
I'm heavily medicated, feel like I never feel shit
Got the biggest shoes to fill, but don't feel like fillin' em
Never was the one to not understand the curriculum
You gave Nicholas the freestyle on the pendulum
Then I picked up the pen and start to sin again, you bitches ain't listenin'
No, no, no

I said you bitches ain't listenin'
This shit is too intricate
The shit I'm presented is to
Fill my resentment with, the illest of illest shit
So that's what I'm comin' with
Damn,
I said that's what I'm comin' with

You can't be at the top of the pedestal and feel nothing