cold greasy bed

I took an extra 50 (mg)
In case you need me at 2am
I should've broken down right there but now it's too late
It won't happen again
If I'm being honest
It's exhausting to be obsessed
I'm so fucking tired

(And now that you don't have to be perfect)

Extra fifty
In case you need me any time of the day
I should've broken down right there but now it's too late
You know what, it won't happen again
If I'm being honest
It's exhausting to be obsessed

It took you an extra fifty (times)
Of fixing my entire (life)
I see you walking down right there
And I was too late
I, I, I did it again
If I'm being honest
It's exhausting to be obsessed

I'm all alone for a week
It would've been perfect like a year ago
Like a year ago
A year ago
How could i move on?
If you just moved here, I cannot let you go
Let you go
I cannot let you go

And i've been sipping green tea and cutting in my ski