The Legacy of a Burden

Will I have a legacy oh no
Clueless as to what I'm going to do
Will I have a legacy oh no
I'm feeling far behind and deep down low
Clueless as to what I'm going to do
Oh god please save me from my misery
I lost my hope so long ago
I just want my pain to end
Try to stop me all you want
What's the point if there's no legacy
I'm in a predicament
All of these demons I'm dealing with
Knocking me down, yeah I'm finished
I feel like I'm at a position where I can not ever return
The future is blurred, I'm a disgrace to the world, losing my passion with words
And sometimes I wonder if it's for the better or worst
So is the music scene for me? Was it meant to be?
Feel like my head is messing with me
Cause I know I'm lacking with my own destiny
Feel low mentally
Guess I gotta pay the price
Want to pursue in life
But what is it gotta take
To get back up and just live in peace?
Don't even know who I am anymore
I keep stepping back, I wanna move forward
But I can't shape myself if I'm too scared to even get myself in order
It is disappointing that I can not get over this obstacle
There was a time that I felt so unstoppable
But at the end of the day
The castle is gonna decay and break
I don't even want this passion to crumble in pieces
God I still wanna believe in this legacy
But if I tried to keep pushing
I will just end up losing
Should I just quit from rapping?
How do I stop this madness?
I can't decide for shit anymore
So please I gotta keep asking
Will I have a legacy oh no
I'm feeling far behind and deep down low
Clueless as to what I'm going to do
Oh god please save me from my misery
I lost my hope so long ago
I just want my pain to end
Try to stop me all you want
What's the point if there's no legacy
No legacy
No legacy