i miss the future (feat. Samuel Lucchini from Peacebone) [Extended Version]

Reminiscing all that's trapped inside my head
Never seem to find
Solace in the pictures on my wall they hang
And carry the night
The pendulum swings from side to side
Hits me every time
I should stop the clock, turn off the lights
Close the door and say goodbye
I can't escape, I'm running around
I'm loosing my mind, in sorrow I drowned
Now I miss the future, the happy ending of the book
And I miss the unknown, but I'm afraid to write the hook
'Cause now I miss the future, a single look
I can't see further, life gave and took from me
What do we dream about, when we don't believe
In any of the stars
Counting every glimpse of light, I'm getting blind
I'm better in the dark
Staring at the ceiling, laid down in bed
Show me some colors, I only see red
I should stop the clock, turn off the lights
Close the door and say goodbye
Now I miss the future, the happy ending of the book
And I miss the unknown, but I'm afraid to write the hook
'Cause now I miss the future, a single touch, a single look
I can't see further, life gave and took
Now I miss the future, the happy ending of the book
And I miss the unknown, but I'm afraid to write the hook
'Cause now I miss the future, a single look
I can't see further, life gave and took from me
Now should I take that step
Or go back down
Below the ground
Or up in the sky
Now should I take that step, or go back down
Below the ground, or up in the sky
I'm numb to the spine, I'm scared to climb
I'm caught in the middle of a
Big
Black
Cloud
Because now I miss the future, the happy ending of the book
And I miss the unknown, but I'm afraid to write the hook
Now I miss the future, a single look
I can't see further, life gave and she took
From me
Me
Life took
From me
Me