MOONLiGHT MEMORiES

I ignore the ones that I need most (Yeah)
Tell my friends I don't need them
Truth is that I'm lonely
And I really can't wait to see them (Forreal)
Honestly I'm too stressed out to even think about a good reason
To tell them that, I don't how I'm feeling
At least I can't explain it
I'm venting right into this microphone easily, when they around nothing changes
Silence from both sides, it's too awkward, I shouldn't have waited (Damn)
But it's too late to go back now and I just gotta embrace it (Yeah, yeah)
"Gotta move on" what they tell me to do, and I'm trying
But most of the time when I think about doing that, I'm ending up in my feels
Watching the moon pass the sky, I'm going crazy
Multiple times I been staying up late
Just thinking 'bout maybe
What would be different if we never stopped?
Would we be together or would nothing change?
I cannot deal with the stress on my brain
Life is so strange
You say "life" or "love"?
I said "life"
But I guess it could go both ways
'Cause a big part of life is finding true love but what does that really mean?
Maybe I'm just in too much of a rush
I wanna reverse
At the same time I don't
I gotta progress
But I want her to know
Maybe she knows
She want a rose
I been on go
Some like the-woah
Santa hat on me
Revisit the good days
Remember when I would say your name
You would respond in like 20 seconds
You ain't talked to me since like the 11th
I had your number since iPhone 7
Now we way past that
All she care about, cash app
I was running up, then had to back, back
Getting up the bands, rubber band hand pack
Amazing how fast it changes
You won't believe when I say it
So I'ma just wait 'til you say it
Then I'ma wait more
I been on Neon too long
Talk to myself all I want
Old life, I'm living in
Time travel in a min'
She want me intimate
I can't get into it
Time travel once again
Now I end up on the other side
Never even been here and I don't know why
Fourth floor views, got a ocean in the back
Pour more juice got me "don't know where I'm at"
(Got me lost)
Let me wake up from this dream that I'm stuck in
Bonsai tree and I'm under it
Watching the clouds, uh, wait
Going around, uh, wait
Told her "get out", uh, wait
She still on my mind, but it's fading
Still on my mind, but it's fading
She getting faded
I'm feeling jaded
Got me Kaash Paige-ing
Talk to my agent
See how I made it?
Told you I would and you didn't believe
Now you try talking to me, KMT
Ain't get your text I been on DND
I would try selling you all my CD's
You ain't support me and I know the facts
Don't try to come around, can't take it back
"Noah, you're finally up on the map"
Shawty I know, you don't gotta tell me that