Fly Again

I want to catch
A dream awake
Hold it tight
And let it fly again
I don't want
To sleep tonight
My eyelids weight
Like hell right now
Why does it have
To be this way?
I can't have
A normal day
Picking myself
Up off the ground
Just to find
There's no one around
Nothing is real
Through my blurry mind
So a place to heal
I must find
Drama
Fools that buy it
And a miserable one
That slowly ties it
I want to see
Your face when I confess
And both you and I
Fall in disgrace
It seems that I
Didn't try everything
To avoid this
This is the end
And it definitely
Is not what I naively
Had imagined
The monster inside
Is growing
And I don't know in what
Direction is going
Why can't you
Turn around and say
"I'll embrace my Lord today"?
Picking myself
Up off the ground
Just to find
There's no one around
Nothing is real
Through my blurry mind
So a place to heal
I must find
Picking myself
Up off the ground
Just to find
There's nothing inside
One thing's real
Through my blurry mind
So a place to heal
I must find
Why can't you
Turn around and say
"I'll embrace my Lord today"?
Picking myself
Up off the ground
Just to find
There's no one around
Nothing is real
Through my blurry mind
So a place to heal
I must find
Picking myself
Up off the ground
Just to find
There's nothing inside
One thing's real
Through my blurry mind
So a place to heal
I must find