Carousel

Drop the curtains I don't want em open close em shut
Don't like this version of my life think I've seen it close enough
Know it's my fault for the things that I may of did and say
It's my own default of aches product from the shit I gave
Dished it out just to serve em when they'd order me around
Rinsed em out cause they're deserving can't afford to be allowed
But it's said what goes up must come down I've pushed it down
I let it rest then squashed it dead but I think it's come around
Thought I'm karma in the flesh with a heart out for revenge
Never thinking bout it once but got caught up in a mess
Tossed an X up on that hex but there's different plans instead
I've got a hatchet for a timepiece but I still can't bury that
I guess that time ain't for the wicked I suppose that's how it goes
Found myself a one way ticket I was chose and now it shows
I threw myself in line and now I'm in it for a ride
A roundabout a carousel now round and round it goes cause
Life is a Carousel
It's time we can't bury now
And mine is a living hell
What's giving comes back around
Life ain't no fairytale
Just ask who ain't here
If we said it we dead it but still you just don't get it cause
Life is a Carousel
It's time we can't bury now
Life is a Carousel
What's giving comes back around
Life is a Carousel
Just ask who ain't here
If we said it we dead it but still you just don't get it cause
You've been living this fairytale hoping the cards you're dealt will play itself and bring you the fame as well
But you played yourself you've been chasing hell thinking you've been chasing wealth
So just blame yourself only you can lift these buried nails
Yeah If I could I would I've made a point to suppress avoid
Pressure points but I think my reservoir is tapped no coming back
Look where I'm at all this drama that I conjured
Fucking trauma I had brought up it's no wonder why I'm mad
If I could take the hands of time and rewind it back
An intervention to define that old me meet the new me look at my time stamp
You chose slippery slope you running up an ice cap
It's like a chip's on your shoulder it's only made grow colder
But no one knows or has noticed it's hopeless so it's only so told
Until it fully unfolds how it supposedly goes
You think the cure all's these shows like they give a fuck if you fold
Look what I've become to this shit I've succumbed
A critics drum I've risked my life to the flip of a thumb
Around it comes the carousel did you think we were done
You guessed wrong cause I'm the one who's operating this fun now
Life is a Carousel
It's time we can't bury now
And mine is a living hell
What's giving comes back around
Life ain't no fairytale
Just ask who ain't here
If we said it we dead it but still you just don't get it cause
Life is a Carousel
It's time we can't bury now
Life is a Carousel
What's giving comes back around
Life is a Carousel
Just ask who ain't here
If we said it we dead it but still you just don't get it cause
Yeah
Welcome to the show
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