See Me Cry

Yeye,
M.A.D.
Yeah, uh,
Check,
Yeah, uh, look,

Give me a second let me give you my introspective,
Perspective, on the topics, that's off the top of, my present mind state,
the time, place and aura, in my space,
And universe I let vibrate,
Chasing in blind faith,
Benign ways,
No crime rate or that'll have my mama crying straight,
For 9 days in 9 ways,
I try and pace my crazy obsession,
I stay relentless in my truth and it's led me to a divine presence,
Sublime essence,
A fine blessing,
I write rhymes for a living, that's a fire setting,
If there's even a number one, tell me why second?
If there's a chance I never make it tell me why listen?
When it's fight or flight,
And just quite alright,
And your every night,
Is a dying light,
I just try and write to alleviate the quiet life,
I fly in spite of those who'd rather see me cry,

They'd rather see me cry instead of prosper,
They'd rather see me die instead of living,
They'd rather see me cry instead of prosper,
They'd rather see me die instead of living,
They'd rather see me cry instead of prosper,
They'd rather see me die instead of living,
They'd rather see me cry instead of prosper,
They'd rather see me die instead of living,
(Uh, Check)

In the back of mind travelling, unraveling and rambling
On reasons in the evening, why my life is going bad again
Conflicted with the twisted position I've been standing in
Still as a mannequin but steadily panicking, scrambling
Through these gambles on this path to win
How do I cash it in, if I ain't got no cash to spend?
It's nothing more than some pathogens in my path again
So pass the gin until it's adamant that I'm the man again
Lately feel like I'm stuck in the mud
Lately I've been really wondering where the fuck is the love?
From the fake peers quick to kick it up under the rug
Then get to shedding fake tears when they're stuck in a rut
For the last couple of months, I've been out just, tryna stretch my last couple of bucks
On nights that I feel like my life's a mess and my luck running up
So tell me who tryna test, 'cause I've had enough with the bluff
But no matter how much I huff and I puff, I know they'd rather just

They'd rather see me cry instead of prosper,
They'd rather see me die instead of living,
They'd rather see me cry instead of prosper,
They'd rather see me die instead of living,
They'd rather see me cry instead of prosper,
They'd rather see me die instead of living,
They'd rather see me cry instead of prosper,
They'd rather see me die instead of living,
(Yeah, uh)

I say toast to the better days
That will be living In
Filled with money and gold and many dividends
They say you reap what you've sow so let us feel the win
And if you feeling the alone then maybe bring a friend
I mean a life jacket
I'm feeling like life's crashing This year
Too many turns Edin hazards is here
I speak to you and the magic appears
For the little bit of gold that I hold when I rap in the mirror
I'm for the real one
Niggas who gone last for days
I'm sick and tired at you lairs that just laugh at pain
Faith of a real g
Picture us young fat and wealthy
More stacks then Chelsea
For that nigga I'm guilty cool
Where the felthy rule
Ain't no wishful news
Turn to the tv and just see the blues
I'm from a generation now that just love to lose
Take it or fade nigga cause it's up to you
(Blow)

They'd rather see me cry instead of prosper,
They'd rather see me die instead of living,
They'd rather see me cry instead of prosper,
They'd rather see me die instead of living,
They'd rather see me cry instead of prosper,
They'd rather see me die instead of living,
They'd rather see me cry instead of prosper,
They'd rather see me die instead of living,