Hate Myself

[Verse]
Pulled up
Rolled up
Eyes red, no sober
Fell on the sofa, that blunt look like Yoda
Cup filled with soda, There must be a motive
Between you an I, then its mixed with some coater
Hold up, Like I don't know who's what, Or where how
All that I know is, If I don't get high, then ill probably bug out
Up late, I go wild
Lost her, alone now
These thoughts are just so loud
In My Head, I know that I'm not dead
But sometimes more often, It feels like I have been
That's sad-an I'm sorry..
Imagined much more..
Trapped in my sorrow
I want you to know
What happens tomorrow
Is on me alone

[Chorus]
Hate Myself sometimes it's crazy
Wish I'd Die right here
Right here.. (Right here...)
Hate Myself sometimes it's crazy
Wish I'd Die right here
Right here.. (Right here...)

[Verse 2]
All that I know is
When I am awake, all of my thoughts are just dark an misshaped
It's not what you want, It is what you think
My boat caught a sail, Its destined to sink
Stressing, I'm blessed, But I'm pessimistic
So ill question to death, Weather I'm meant to live
In this world that we know, Put some salt on your wrists
Cause you're likely to fall from a cut that you've missed
An its all in my head
It's all in my head..
Its all in my head, No its all in my head..
..no its all in my head...