Thoughts of Smrt

(Verse 1)
I’ve been having bipolar sessions again
Hoping that my life just fucking end
I’ve been thinking about death again
Thinking about death again
Wanting my life to end
So I don’t have to pretend
Don’t want a life that I don’t want live
I don’t know what I’m going to do with you
To do with you

(Chorus)
I’ve been concerned about you
Stop living your life for me
Live for you
Live for you

(Verse 2)
I’ve been having thoughts of death again
I don’t know where to go
Where do I begin?
I don’t know if I’ll get better now
I’ve been feeling the same for a while now
I don’t want to play pretend anymore
With thеse feeling I’ll die for sure
I don’t feel my lifе
I don’t feel anything anymore
I feel like I'm a…
Not going to last a year
Not anymore
I don’t feel you
I don’t feel you no more
I love you but I want you to be way from me
So I can find a way to cope
I don’t need you hurting yourself for me
I’ve been think I… don’t want you to die in my life
I… want you to live on without me
You don’t need me in your life