Sad Days

When I be in my crib
You be coming up at times
But it’s none to realize
From what you done
Since the day
You broke me apart
Got me feeling like my past
From the shit that we went through
Broke me into parts
Made me feel like I wasn’t myself
Were you real in anyway
The effort that you put
Wasn’t such a thing
You were the mistake too
Shown me love
Which wasn’t none
It was toxic at the end
Things weren’t enough
And I thought to myself
What a fuckin pain
Got me messed up
At the end
From what you did
But it’s fine with me
Cause I know the pain
The real deal
In anyway
Each and everyday
Had to find myself again
I needed time to
Clear my head
I didn’t need no help
I’m gonna do this on my own
Been through many things
Even in my past
Which it hurt
And I wasn’t concerned
But you wasted all my time
Lemme tell you one thing
You fucked it up
All in one
I wish I could express things
But you wouldn’t care
I’m guessing everything
Was full of nonsense
Everyday
I held it down on my own
Cause there was no hope
But deep in your lies
I knew one day you’d take
Me granted at a time
What’s the point of
Wasting your time
You just being stupid
You a whole mistake too
I'ma come all new
To know you lost
A blessing who loved you