Film Romance / Anything Again

[Part I]

[Verse 1]
I wanna be the one you sleep on call with
To sing you songs when you're alone
I wanna be the one you put your coat on
To laugh along with to your favorite song
You'll ride your bike with me in the basket
Then go see a drive-in movie
You'll tell me how good my outfit looks on me
And fall asleep to the news on tv

[Chorus]
The people on the screen seem so carefree
What I would do for that to be me
You always seem so out of reach
But for the girls on tv it's so easy

[Verse 2]
Just a text in the morning
A quick hello would be fine
I'm sick and tired of being unkind
If someone would just say thеy like me
It might put an end to this constant hatе of mine
This fucking song is about being helpless
Oh god, how much more useless can I get
This shit has to be over soon, I don't think I'll make it another 80 years of this

[Chorus]
The people on the screen seem so carefree
What I would do for that to be me
You always seem so out of reach
But for the girls on tv it's so easy

[Transition]
(Muffled laughing)

[Part II]

[Verse 1]
If I can't be who I want, why be anything at all?
If I can't be seen how I want, why be seen at all?
I can't wait to be
A better man
And I'll tell myself that
Till I am dead
She picked up the tablets
Downed them all at once
And when she came to
She picked herself up
She got some plastic
Put it 'round her arm
Then took a photo
And pressed 'send all'

[Chorus]
What I would do to feel anything again
What I would do to feel anything again
What I would do to feel anything again
What I would do to feel anything again
I think I'm in love with the cards you were dealt, and that's on me
I wish you could love yourself like I would love me
You're not a bad person, trust me
But you wear that plastic like it's a trophy