Staring at the cieling

[Verse 1: Odprophet]
I feel like time is catching up, I can't keep up with the pace
Aim the barrel at my head, can you help me to escape?
Say everything is going good, everything is going fine
Put the Glock under my chin, I can let my brain unwind
'Cause this Hell is all my own, I'm embellishin' my throne
There's a prison in my mind and this cell is now my home
Demons tempt me to escape but if I leave they'll just give chase
Until my ankles start to break I wipe the swеat from off my face
See my life passin' in front of me, I run thе other way
My lips are turnin' blue as I start to suffocate
All the pills that I can take, chug this bottle to my face
'Til the sun is smiling at me from the sky above my grave

[Pre-Chorus: Odprophet]
Bitch, I just don't wanna wake up anymore, this life is just a chore
Got me starin' at the ceiling, starin' at the ceiling
Don't wanna wake up anymore, this life is just a chore
Got me starin' at the ceiling, starin' at the ceiling

[Chorus: Odprophet]
Don't wanna wake up anymore, this whole life is just a chore
Got me starin' at the ceiling, watch me bleed out on the floor
Just let me fuckin' die, yo, just let me fuckin' die, yo, just let me fuckin' die
This whole life is just to live
Don't wanna wake up anymore, this whole life is just a chore
Got me starin' at the ceiling, watch me bleed out on the floor
Just let me fuckin' die, yo, just let me fuckin' die, yo, just let me fuckin' die

[Verse 2: Odprophet]
You feel like time is standing still? I just take these little pills
I just paid this stack of bills, livin' in this loop is hell
I can't break out of this cage 'til The Reaper come and get me
All these folks that say they miss me wasn't really fuckin' with me
This a vicious world we live in and I'm tryin' to make it out
Got fool actin' like my worth is measured by my bank account (Bitch)
I'm lifted, bitches take my heart, they'll just slowly yank it out
Vindictive curses from The Serpent, turn their breasts inside they mouth
I said "Can I get a witness?" when this shit is finally finished
I'll be dead and everybody won't be all up in my business
I don't want to make it last, I just want to make it fast
Squeeze the gun and make it blast, leave this anger in the past
Leave my body in the trash

[Pre-Chorus: Odprophet]
Don't wanna wake up anymore, this life is just a chore
Got me starin' at the ceiling, starin' at the ceiling
Don't wanna wake up anymore, this life is just a chore
Got me starin' at the ceiling, starin' at the ceiling

[Chorus: Odprophet]
Don't wanna wake up anymore, this whole life is just a chore
Got me starin' at the ceiling, watch me bleed out on the floor
Just let me fuckin' die, yo, just let me fuckin' die, yo, just let me fuckin' die
This whole life is just to live
Don't wanna wake up anymore, this whole life is just a chore
Got me starin' at the ceiling, watch me bleed out on the floor
Just let me fuckin' die, yo, just let me fuckin' die, yo, just let me fuckin' die

[Outro: Odprophet]
Don't wanna wake up anymore, this life is just a chore
Got me starin' at the ceiling, starin' at the ceiling
Don't wanna wake up anymore, this life is just a chore
Got me starin' at the ceiling, starin' at the ceiling