Didn't

Guess you can call me king
Cause i've been crowned
Like a glock without a round
I'm king to loser land but how
Can I stop it kill it pow
I'ts plowing through my mind
The worst drug you could ever find
It's pounding through my body
I don't need no alcoholics
I'm begging please somebody stop this
I don't care about this rhyme
I'l give you every single dime
I have just please
Just make me shine again
I wanna have drive again
Like a Ferari 365 again
I wanna be alive again
Please
Just let me be alive again
Please
I wanna be alive again
Please
Please

At the end of the night
I was sitting in bus' back
I smoked like ten grams of green
I was high as fuck
I thought about the shit I missed
I thought about the shot
I thought about baby giraffes
You see I was high as fuck
And instead of doing shit I just
Instead of doing shit I just
Yeah instead of doing shit i just
Didn't

They say the longer you stay in bed the worst your mental state is
Well I've been sitting in this bed for 'bout three days so that means
That i'm imagioning my death and dreaming 'bout yours but it's
Just feeling like an endless cycle of nothing now I can't fix it
I wish I could just become a psycho so I don't feel it
So now i'm sitting in this empty house
And now I'm wishing that wishing would change my feeling
But feeling is nothing but hoping and hoping is nothing but wanting
What am I wanting
I don't even know
I want it I need it
Just give it to me
Bitch

At the end of the night
I was sitting in bus' back
I smoked like ten grams of green
I was high as fuck
I thought about the shit i missed
I thought about the shot
I thought about baby giraffes
You see I was high as fuck
And instead of doing shit I just
Instead of doing shit I just
Yeah instead of doing shit i just
Didn't

Now this day's over throw it in the bin
I didn't kill my self today so that's a win
I don't look forward for tommorow nor the next
But I will wake up and get through it and next
Cause every single day is fighting for the next
Yeah every single day is dreaming 'bout the next
Cause all the fun and joy are waiting in the next
Yeah all the fun and joy are waiting in the next
Now after all this shit i'm feeling optimistic
Cause I went through this then tommorow will be picnic
And maybe I'l find somebody that will miss me
And maybe i'l find somebody that will kiss me
And maybe i'l find somebody that will get me out this corny shit
(Ayy... ayy)