Pay Me No Mind

Peeking when my eyes start
Peeling open at night
Watch because there's nothing left to do
But unravel the plot
Feeling like a Jack that's stuck
Inside a fucking box
Come out laughing, bleeding
Dancing, swinging, making bodies drop
Try to keep my cool with humans but
I don't feel like it's worth it
Try to make my presence known to god
But feel I don't deserve it
I'm not perfect, I'm not worth it
I don't feel like I'm on top
Just another stupid human going
Where I don't belong
I can't sleep, I can't see
I don't want to hear a thing
But I'm hearing everything
Hear the wind that's in the leaves
On the earth, as they twist, dry and rotten
Crushed to bit's
I've watched them fall down to the trees
Ever since I was a kid
Is my purpose something similar
Or is there more to it?
Is this all that I'm destined for
Or am I shrouded in the mist?
I'm going to a place that
They told me don't exist
Then I drop down to my knees
When I feel I'm on the edge

No longer needing drugs to have
An EXP like this
I just hit that flying lotus on
My bed and then I dip
It's so roomy in my temple but
At times I feel locked in
Let me focus on my patience while
I crawl out of my skin
I'm feeling vibrations that I
Know I can't resist
I thought I felt alone but
I can't feel alone again