Silent God

I know you're not a man up inside the sky
I think I might have found
You deep inside my mind
I think I'm feeling something
Running down my spine
A language that you speak
I'm outside of time
These humans have ideas but they guestimate
I'm feeling the vibrations when I meditate
I'm slipping out my body while
I'm in bed late
Trying to find my sanity while I fabricate

OmenXI I I sipping
I think I'm understanding what this life be
Or I could be fucking crazy don't remind me
What if I'm playing hide and
Seek and I'm just hiding?
What if I'm playing hide and
Seek and I am seeking?
What if I'm doing both
And your just reaping?
See this life has got me
Bored now whats the meaning?
Broken record every day I'm stuck on repeat
Breaking records every day
Will I go or will I stay?
Will I stand another day
Or will I give into the pain?
I can't give into the pain the
Pain will always go away
I'm gonna just do me I just can't
Let my life go to waste
I'm trying to keep control of my mind
Seal my eyes
Then I observe till I'm outside of time
I don't know why I've started seeing
Things in a different light
Lucid dreams changing my perceptions
Of my simple life so I can try

I know you're not a man up inside the sky
I think I might have found
You deep inside my mind
I think I'm feeling something
Running down my spine
A language that you speak
I'm outside of time
These humans have ideas but they guestimate
I'm feeling the vibrations when I meditate
I'm slipping out my body while
I'm in bed late
Trying to find my sanity while I fabricate