Blueprints

This violates everything that you've started here
That you started here.
And i won't wait or hesitate to become what you fear.
I'll become what you....
I've been waiting so long for you to come back home.
For you to come back home.
And they were changing everything to say you worked alone.
It was nice to know you worked alone.

Was it the way i lost all control? or just the way i let you down?
Was it the way you thought that no one knows
How you waited for years and no one showed.
Tell me did you have your turn? lesson learned.
You put your hope in love not to fail... not to burn you.
You had o's on your heart and x's for eyes.
You know you always take last when you never choose sides.
You were a failure to launch and your blueprints were drawn to writhe.

And time won't change or hide mistakes from those you hold dear....
From those you hold.
And i wont wait... or hesitate to become what you need.
If you're alive or dead. it all just feels the same to me.

Was it the way i lost all control? or just the way i let you down?
Was it the way you thought that no one knows
How you waited for years and no one showed.
Tell me did you have your turn? lesson learned.
You put your hope in love not to fail... not to burn you.
You had o's on your heart and x's for eyes.
You know you always take last when you never choose sides.
You were a failure to launch and your blueprints were drawn to writhe.

You were my light when i needed day.
You were my hope in the dark when i knew i was lost.
You were the words when i needed to pray.
You were my saviour.
You are the grail that was never found,
And when they started the earth im thinking you were the sound on god's lips
But now his words are holding you down and i couldn't save you.

Was it the way i lost all control? or just the way i let you down?
Was it the way you thought that no one knows
How you waited for years and no one showed.
Tell me did you have your turn? lesson learned.
You put your hope in love not to fail... not to burn you.
You had o's on your heart and x's for eyes.
You were a failure to launch and your blueprints were drawn to writhe.

You were letting go of me. you never even tried.
It was written on your face but you couldn't say goodbye.
You always lose your way, amidst of all your lies.
You had a soul no one could save but a heart for jesus christ
And when you lose your faith, there will be no one left to blame.
I hope you're thinking of my face. i hope you're dreaming of my name.