Random Thoughts

I tried to love again but shit didn't go the way I wanted
Lost track of hope fighting for something that wasn't wanted
When you not together shit be plain to see
I only wish somebody could've explain the shit to me
I felt delusional but I was pushing things into Fruition
Got sidetracked by what I called loved and lost sight of the mission
I would say I miss you, but I don't know just what I'm missing
I would tell you how I feel but you would tell me I was tripping

But fuck it man I'm way to up to be down bout a bitch
Waking up every morning trying to make it switch
Wanna keep you out my business, but you feel like I'm lying
cnd after this short amount of time, I'm already tired of trying
So, believe what you believe Ima do me
I'm keep everything that we had going on discreet
I'm not gone tell nobody my business so please don't mention me
If you don't give a fuck, why am I worth mentioning
Discussion had me in the past tense
Before we were through
But I always spoke about the future every time I mentioned you
Got no reason to lie so I always tell the truth
Felt like I was on top of the world
Just to have somebody here with me
Idk if it was you
But with all the bullshit you had going on
Was it really worth the view
You'll have a smile up on your face, but I'll know your lying straight through Your tooth
But I'm already in too deep but what I am to do
I'm just trying to see the truth

I tried to love again but shit didn't go the way I wanted
Lost track of hope fighting for something that wasn't wanted
When you not together shit be plain to see
I only wish somebody could've explain the shit to me
I felt delusional but I was pushing things into Fruition
Got sidetracked by what I called loved and lost sight of the mission
I would say I miss you, but I don't know just what I'm missing
I would tell you how I feel but you would tell me I was tripping

Everyday
Everything you said on replay
In my head I'm hearing soft voices
But it's too soon