Amnesiac

I'm sick and tired of having the same ugly dream
The one where I think I'm close but I only drift further from me
Tell me how long will it take to lose the memories
Of all the things I used to be
I'm only nineteen now but in the morning I think I'll be old
In my mind the girls don't have faces and the men don't have souls
I'm an amnesiac with memories in my head I don't recognize
Counting down the days 'til I'm looking out through a better person's eyes
I don't want to remember anything anymore
I could never trust anyone like before
Nail my heart to a scarecrow like you do
I tried to write about something else but it all came back to you
I'm the amnesiac with all the time to run but none to hide
I can't recall the man I was before you tore me up inside
I don't want to remember anything anymore
I could never trust anyone like before
Has anybody seen me anywhere? Let me know
Because I can't remember anything anymore
Get some sleep, friend
Everything will be better at the break of day
On your feet, friend
Everything is nothing if you stand up straight
Get some sleep, friend
Everything will be fine at the break of day
Get some sleep, friend
Tomorrow's only one eternity away
I don't want to remember anything anymore
I could never trust anyone like before
Has anybody seen me anywhere? Let me know
Because I can't remember anything anymore
Just get the fuck out of my head
Just fucking decide if you want me dead
Just leave a note if you want it read
Just face the choice and the consequence