Innerself

I forgot my face, my memory's thin
I've sold my soul to tell my heart “I've lived”
Another place to hide, It's all I've gained
I left behind my favourite things too soon vanished,
Well absorbed in one song, and after all :

“Should I have played so much ?”
I think it shattered my innerself
“Should I have played so much ?”
I think it shattered my innocence

And when I fake at living, I face the ground,
For what goes on between you and I,
I've betrayed you
And when I fake at living, I face the ground,
For what goes on,
I've betrayed you

I ruin myself, face to face
I've sold my soul to tell my heart “I'm living”
Another hit, it is all I've made
I've messed about with my favourite pills too soon purchased,
Well absorb in one day, and after all :

”Should I have played so much ?”
I think it shattered my innerself
”Should I have played so much ?”
I think it shattered my innocence,

And even then, if you find me reaching high,
For what goes on to reach my borderlines
I've still betrayed you
And even then, if you find me reaching high,
For what goes on
I've betrayed you