For You
I need the answer to all the pain
Before all the shame comes back again
Meetin' my maker waitin' in vain
Before all the pain comes back again
Tried to work it out
I showed you all my loyalty
But on the real though
Man it feels like you’re avoiding me
Stuck here with this pain
I guess I’m walking blind
Needed yuh more now since you commit suicide
And you know that hurt
You know I need you back
I just need some answers or I love you back
I wanna bring you back
I know that won’t happen
I wrote this rap song in attempts
To reach you huh wait turn the volume up
Listen up now i’m fightin’ all my demons
I just can’t give up now
You know I’m losing focus
Start to feel it's hopeless
I miss you so much man I’m
Just hoping you will notice
Sitting all alone i’m in my room now
Got my drugs out and the knife now
Ready to end my life now imagine this
I couldn’t help you now I
Just topped the list
I need the answer to all the pain
Before all the shame comes back again
Meetin' my maker waitin' in vain
Before all the pain comes back again
Dear Owen bro you know I love you
I wrote this letter to you so
You know that it is true
Remember all the days we’d sit
Up late at night
Sittin’ on the Xbox playin’ games
Man that was tight
And then I went through the pain and all that
I know you’ll miss me guess
That I’m okay with that
And just so you know I will miss you too
But I cannot life no more
Yeah the rumors fuckin’ true
That’s your little bro
You know he’s gone now
He’s out of pain you know can live on now
Everything that I went through made it worse
I put it on your shoulders too
It made me fucking hurt
You know I’m scared to do it
I have my reasons ain’t as strong as you
Can’t fight these demons
Pick up the fucking fun and I
Point it to my head
And he pulled the fucking trigger
Right before that he said
I need the answer to all the pain
Before all the shame comes back again
Meetin' my maker waitin' in vain
Before all the pain comes back again
I need the answer to all the pain
Before all the shame comes back again
Meetin' my maker waitin' in vain
Before all the pain comes back again