IDFKYA (raw)

I know this is hard on us both, know it's hard on you
Even though I know you're happy there's holes in the armor that I'm looking through
It's subtleties in the words you speak and the songs you spin
And the look in your eyes that I was drowning in

It's the ground we broke
I don't wanna be friends
Know it's real when it hurts
Scars under our skin

Space taught me I can stand on my own.

The emptiness knows I don't want to do it alone
Quiet made me uncomfortable, forced me to grow
But the silence always speaks of you
My heart is always seeking you

So let it go
Let it be
Is there something with you and me
I don't know where we're gonna be but we wear it well

So let it go
Let it be
All the space that's in between
You can leave it all on me
Lay it all on me

Spent enough time with myself to understand it all
Putting everybody else first, not being responsible
I should have spoke little truths, no I never knew
What not living honestly would do to you
Would do to you

It's what I gave up
Let you pull away
Said you had a hard time seeing me this way

Why can we see perfectly looking back

Do you remember that night when I pulled away
Should have pulled you close like you were new to me
Now that's something I have to regret
Not too late to say forever yet

So let it go
And let it be
Is there something with you and me
I don't know where we're gonna be but we wear it well

So let it go
Let it be
All the space that's in between
You can leave it all on me
Lay it all on me