Sleep With The Sirens

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Do You
Know what it's like
To not want to live, but don't want to die
Nowhere to go
Sleeping outside
No one to call
Your phone just died
I know what that's like
Yeah
Rather take drugs then take your life
Life fucking sucks but you still act fine
I'm just a fuck up who can't wait to die
I know what that's like
To look someone dead in their eyes
Promise the truth but the truth is a lie
Tell them you straight
Hide all the signs
Its 11:59 and no one told me good night but why
Why can't the cool kids cry
Why do I hurt every girl I like
Why
Please someone tell me why
I don't want to, but I do it every time
Can't find peace in the silence
So I sleep with the sirens
I'm alive but I feel lifeless
How the fuck did I end up like this
Couldn't even tell you how many pills I've purchased
Can't even lie when I'm high I feel perfect
But off of the drugs I'm a whole different person
When I run out, I be tossing and turning
Chills like a bitch and my whole body hurting
Straight feel like shit and my head feels like bursting
Try to get clean but that shit aint never working
They say find your happiness
Trust I been searching
Can't find peace in the silence
So I sleep with the sirens
I'm alive but I feel lifeless
How the fuck did I end up like this
Do you know what it's like
To not want to live but don't want to die
Nowhere to go
Sleeping outside
No one to call
Your phone just died
I know what that's like
Yeah
Rather take drugs than take your life
Life fucking sucks but you still act fine
I'm just a fuck up who can't wait to die
Sick of being sick
Tired of being tired
I'm as alone as it gets
Another all nighter
My mother had morals but I'm nothing like her
Different since diapers
Had a for lifer
But then we fell out and forgot about each other
Truth is girl I wanted us forever
Truth is nothing really ever gets better
In between I love you and I wish I never met her