Amen

To whom much is given know that much is tested
Fighting hard not to question cuz it block your blessing
It's a war to keep it calm when your mind a weapon
I've been drowning getting lost in all this misdirection
Everybody celebrating cuz we outside
I just wanna kick back vibe to some Pharcyde
Uh why she keep on passing me
Before Covid poker face I kept a mask on me
Freestyling to 9th wonder beats
They screaming Dox how you ain't famous when ya raps OD
I black lowkey these rhymes deserve a plaque or three
Put the pedal to the metal till it's racks on me
Blasphemy to doubt His presence when you bask in me
Dox a beast no limits like I'm Master P
Could see a mill and make my sandwich with the masterpiece
They say the game in need of saving I'm the master piece

(Breathe) take a breath and never miss a beat
I'm heartbroken way too many niggas Rest In Peace
Leave my soul In every verse till nothing left of me
We born cursed but on some Harry ain't a hex for me
I'm cheating death every day just existing
Bet the bank on songs for you to play and hope you'll listen
Chronicle the plight of shifting through the facts and fiction
Hi I'm Paradox I'm the walking contradiction
My every day a fight with suicide
Not in the way you think but every moment do or die
Break from the plantation that's a noose or suit and tie
Someday we'll be free we just gotta unify

I've been having battles with my foolish pride
These dogs sleep bitch niggas getting euthanized
Fool if I fold when I know that I'm close
Schedule never open I'll get some rest when I comatose
Let the pen touch the page till I overdose
Punchlines leave these niggas shaking like the Holy Ghost, amen