ALLERGIES

I'm allergic to the love that you share
disagree with individuals who say we'd make a great pair
and I know it's disrespectful to lie
but we never seem to have any time (to talk)
you spend it all searching for something to hang over my head
twisting my words you wish that all my female friends were dead
I don't believe you when you say that you trust the words that I said
you throw me in the water with a swimsuit made of lead

I'm allergic to the love that we had
guess I didn't do right by you cuz everything that I did was bad
the things that made my heart Happy were the things that made you sad
the things that made your eyes smile were the things that made me mad
everything everything everything I do hurts you
no really everywhere every time everything I do irks you
you told me not to change the method in which I care for you
but your fear about my loyalty isn't something I wanna bear for you

your obsession with antagonizing and sabotaging exhausts my emotional capabilities to pursue a romantic relationship cuz I
never know what the mood will be when I swipe my phone to green and girl I know you hate to be considered worth anything less than me
It starts with you doesn't stop with you cuz your family has their issues too
my inbox is filled with propaganda saying covid's a myth and that falls on you
cuz you take their side and defend your pride but shake your head and close your eyes
when I tell you to ask your mom to stop sending me pictures of joe biden with horns