Lean into Life
One night
I had a thought
What if we all did anything we want?
We quit our jobs
We went outside
No one could tell us how to live our lives
One night
I took a drug
I gave 300 uninvited hugs
You went to bed
I hit the floor
I don't think that we should get together anymore
One night
came and went
Spent lots of money
It was money well spent
I tacked on some credit card, credit card debt
On a night that didn't mean nothin'
A night I'll probably forget
One night
I had a feeling
Bust through a wall!
Cut through the ceiling!
27 club I'm still fuckin' breathing
Yea, I'm hyperventilating in a building full of people
It's beginning to feel like I've
Been training my whole life for nothing
I've been meaning to tell you something
You gotta lean into life just a little
I think I'm breaking my own heart
I think I'm making my own self sick at the thought of getting sick
I don't leave anymore
Did I leave my keys in the door?
It was so peaceful before
last night
Come on buddy!
You gotta lean into life a bit!
Ya gotta callous up them hands and get some dirt under them fingertips
I've felt thicker skin in papier-mache ornaments
Another Christmas Eve and ur still bumming out about the same shit
Come on my friend!
Yea, you're really going through it!
You got all this free time
No fuckin' idea what to do with it!
Sounds an awful lot to me like you like talking bout your bootstraps
go to hell!
I am the devil
Tryna claw my way to heaven
I am regretful
We had a weekend filled with cocaine and Essentia
It was fun or not? I can't really remember
It's no wonder why we can't reach our potential
I am regretful
Yea my head is in the gutter!
Do we really need this shit to love each other?
Another cycle of get fucked up then recover
I just wanna be a better older brother
My head is in the gutter!
It's beginning to feel like I've
Been training my whole life for nothing
I've been meaning to tell you something
You gotta lean into life just a little
I think I'm breaking my own heart
I think I'm making my own self sick at the thought of getting sick
I don't leave anymore
Did I leave my keys in the door?
It was so peaceful before
last night