I Was Wrong

I tried to find the answers
For myself
But as it turns out I was
Getting them from somebody else
I tried so hard to find the real me
But I only know how to watch reruns on TV
Of anyone else but me
I was wrong to think that it would be easy
Cuz I was riding your coattails this whole fucking time
I was trapped inside this false reality that
Things mattered more than they do
I was wrong to think that it would be easy
Cuz I was riding your coattails this whole fucking time
I was trapped inside this false reality that
Things mattered more than they do
Make one wrong move and face them
Your enemies
But what if I have a problem
What if my worst enemy is me?
I try so hard to have a lease on life
But I only know how to wait until it fucking bites
And tears into my self-esteem
I was wrong to think that it would be easy
Cuz I was riding your coattails this whole fucking time
I was trapped inside this false reality that
Things mattered more than they do
I was wrong to think that it would be easy
Cuz I was riding your coattails this whole fucking time
I was trapped inside this false reality that
Things mattered more than they do