Traumatized

Yeah
(KB Wildin')

I don't really trust nobody, I be movin' low-key
I be in my thoughts late nights, so I don't sleep
Tell me that you love me, but you don't really know me
I don't really take nobody word, you gotta show me
That's just where I come from (from)
Traumatized from the past and the pain is the only thing I run from (from)
But I'm ten toes down, and I won't let it break me

I remember the days they said I ain't deserve it
I ain't had no food, felt my stomach turnin'
I was dead broke, I was dead broke (yeah)
Numb it with the Hennessy, my stomach burnin'
Lost the one I loved, that's who I trusted in
I just feel like I can never love again
Another day that pass, I lose another friend
In this city full of sharks, you gotta learn to swim (yeah)
Drownin' in my thoughts goin' crazy
I was on my knees, prayin' somebody save me
And I was all alone gettin' drunk on the daily
And I all wanted as kid was that brand new Mercedes
But now I see the fake intentions of people comin' around
When I had nothin', they was nowhere to be found
They hated me back then but they fuckin' with me now
I keep my feelings locked away and hide my pain with a smile
And I don't need no fake love from you niggas
I don't need no fake hugs from you niggas
'Cause you dubbed me when I trusted you niggas
Now it's funny, I don't fuck with you niggas, no
Only hit me up when you need somethin' (when you need somethin')
Don't know if I'm drunk or I'm just numb (just numb)
I never understand where I came from (came from)
Drownin' my emotions, let that shit run
And now they talk bad
They never loved me, remember that when they call back
They got they hands out, now I'm off that
I lost it all but eventually got it all back

I don't really trust nobody, I be movin' low-key
I be in my thoughts late nights, so I don't sleep
Tell me that you love me, but you don't really know me
I don't really take nobody word, you gotta show me
That's just where I come from (from)
Traumatized from the past and the pain is the only thing I run from (from, run from)
But I'm ten toes down, and I won't let it break me

Spendin' late nights in the PJs
Just know that we ain't trippin', cross me, know I look three ways
Got a problem, I think I'm in love with her sweet chase
Get an adrenaline rush, you give the same feelin' as a high speed race
Been through it all, gotta stand tall, gotta stay ten toes down
I was on the back streets, spin the block, you get your shit blown out
Gangster, but I need love that's significant
I be with demons but I'm an angel, like I'm Heaven-sent
I used to do bad shit for the hell of it
Got a story but I ain't tellin' it
Traumatized from the pain, and in this heart, it ache
I got a story but I ain't tellin' it, do bad shit for the hell of it
'Cause I ain't got no more room for a heartbreak
Still with same guys, feelin' tough will get you repoed, small but I'm big like Deebo
My heart, and bitch I've been real from the start
I'm traumatized and paranoid, I gotta play it smart
They'll leave me in the dark

I don't really trust nobody, I be movin' low-key
I be in my thoughts late nights, so I don't sleep
Tell me that you love me, but you don't really know me (know me)
I don't really take nobody word, you gotta show me (gotta show me)
That's just where I come from (from)
Traumatized from the past and the pain is the only thing I run from (from)
But I'm ten toes down, and I won't let it break me (won't let it break me)